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A person needed a time to know about them self. Understand what our self want is so important. Understand what in our mind is important. Understand the meaning of our action also important. For me, knowing myself better than the other is the must. I have to analyze and think about plus + minus - for every action that i take. With feelings or not. And i have to be ready for every risk that i take. Heart-ed or Hurt-ed.

I always make a time for myself. Let myself thinking what i want and what i am supposed to do. Let myself watching all the dramas and learn from it. Let myself crying whenever i needed those tears to explode. Let myself listen to the music when i am feel so terribly lonely.

There is nothing i can lean on this world except my God and myself. I can not hold on to a person. Because person changing fast. I can not hold on to a position. Because position is temporary broken. I can not hold to the life. Because life is a wheel that could rolled up and down. Is there anything worth to be hold on?

Life is about learning. Everything is a subject that we must learn. Case and person. The goal is make our self realize there's no hope if it's not start from our self.

I always stay in this formula ( Faksi = Freaksi ) What we plant now will be harvest soon. Stay positive as much as you can, and you will get it. Not now, but soon.