As a human, imperfection are in one package for our life. There's my good and also my bad. I passed it nicely even badly. Moody, ignorant, childish, selfish, and rebel are my top five self-manner problem. It causes trouble a lot. Not only for me but also for my relation to other. Some of my friends that try to know me often complain how complicated i am, how ignorant i am, how selfish i am, how moody i am, etc. My friends that already know me for a long time may understand for who i am. But, what if it is your new friend? Can they? She said.
I know, sooner or later, my manner should repaired. Roughly or softly. I said it a million time to myself "i should change", but, the truth is, its too long if i handle this myself. People do change me even they come and go.
I feel really blessed and always give thanks to Allah for having so many kind people around me. I really like people that could change me into a better me. A lot of people does change me by being my family, my friends, my inspiring person, and positive human. Here's the two changes that i've been made lately and really meant to be for myself.
1. You know that i am an ignorant girl that always sent the reply so long and never said sorry because of that. There's one person. That ever bomb a lot of spam so the notification goes really noisy to me and always mad at me whenever i reply it so long without any rational reason. I am feel so sorry because of that. He's right. I am not supposed to do that. Because of him, i'm trying to change my bad habit. Its simple but it hit me deep when he mad at me. After that, i am trying to fast respon for every chat or talk and saying sorry if i am late to reply. This sounds simple problem but its turn so annoying.
2. I don't even know that my mood swing change into "a habit". Its not what i want too, that's what i always said in my mind. An said it for an excuse if i get myself so annoying. Without realizing, it turns into a problem. My relation between my friends got annoyed easily. I just let it be and want they understand me. Until tonight chat with my friend, i realize. I can't live like a moody girl for any longer. People tired also i am. I should change and i want. That's what the real friend do right, reminding each other :)
Friends. One of things i really glad to have. We have fun, yet change us better. Truly, thanks to them for making me into a better girl by your stories and advice. Thank you by stand by my side this far. I feel bad whenever i feel alone and thinking childish about them. I am glad to have such a nice friend like all of you. Every person has a different meaning to me. All of you has a different place in my heart. Highschool buddies, you meant a lot for me, you all irreplaceable :)
Plopy,
Hey Nuu, xxx
I know, sooner or later, my manner should repaired. Roughly or softly. I said it a million time to myself "i should change", but, the truth is, its too long if i handle this myself. People do change me even they come and go.
I feel really blessed and always give thanks to Allah for having so many kind people around me. I really like people that could change me into a better me. A lot of people does change me by being my family, my friends, my inspiring person, and positive human. Here's the two changes that i've been made lately and really meant to be for myself.
1. You know that i am an ignorant girl that always sent the reply so long and never said sorry because of that. There's one person. That ever bomb a lot of spam so the notification goes really noisy to me and always mad at me whenever i reply it so long without any rational reason. I am feel so sorry because of that. He's right. I am not supposed to do that. Because of him, i'm trying to change my bad habit. Its simple but it hit me deep when he mad at me. After that, i am trying to fast respon for every chat or talk and saying sorry if i am late to reply. This sounds simple problem but its turn so annoying.
2. I don't even know that my mood swing change into "a habit". Its not what i want too, that's what i always said in my mind. An said it for an excuse if i get myself so annoying. Without realizing, it turns into a problem. My relation between my friends got annoyed easily. I just let it be and want they understand me. Until tonight chat with my friend, i realize. I can't live like a moody girl for any longer. People tired also i am. I should change and i want. That's what the real friend do right, reminding each other :)
Friends. One of things i really glad to have. We have fun, yet change us better. Truly, thanks to them for making me into a better girl by your stories and advice. Thank you by stand by my side this far. I feel bad whenever i feel alone and thinking childish about them. I am glad to have such a nice friend like all of you. Every person has a different meaning to me. All of you has a different place in my heart. Highschool buddies, you meant a lot for me, you all irreplaceable :)
Plopy,
Hey Nuu, xxx